i pace pace pace and barely slow down, i try to pace along however much they want me to pace, do this, do that, finish this, the deadline was yesterday, oh no, did you do the reading?, no you can’t get the extension, you’ve taken too much of them already, no, no, no, and it’s tomorrow, same story, again and again, where am i, who am i, who are my people, where do i find comfort, questions, questions, questions, no answers…